Still Not Done OR Hamster Is Missing OR “24″, Like Heroin, In A Way


Firstly, I’m back from Camberwell Grove – have been since Sunday.

Secondly, no, the first draft isn’t finished. Flu spiked the first week, and job-hunting eats up more time than you’d suspect.

Thirdly, Clarissa the hamster is missing. The little smartarse worked out how to open her cage door (which is stiff and takes me some effort to open, so she must be the rodent equivalent of MacGuyver), and is now Who-Knows-Where doing Who-Knows-What.

This happened Sunday night, while I watched Up In The Air at the cinema – which was very good, incidentally, but there were a few places where I simply didn’t believe in it. The family’s constant harping on about the protagonist’s absence, leading to statements like “you don’t exist to us”, or the twist on Vera Famiglia’s character. I felt like it wanted to say something profound about relationships, but didn’t know exactly what other than a generalised “intrapersonal relationships are a good thing”.

Up In The Air (2009)

Up In The Air (2009)

That said, I loved Anna Kendrick in it (she plays the bitchy Jessica from the Twilight movies, so her turn here was a revelation), and the stuff around his job (he flies around laying people off because their managers are “too big a pussy” to do it), and the callow and naive plan to move it all to videoconferencing with call centre responses was all perfectly done.

The loss of the Small Furriness is freaking me out a little, as there is no sign nor sound of her in the flat, and as she is a rotund, robust, and noisy little beast without much fear of people and the flat is not huge, I am pretty sure she’s not there. I’m hoping, desperately hoping, that she’s somehow been rescued and is being looked after somewhere else.

Something I’ve been longing to do for years is to catch up with all of this rather wonderful TV I simply haven’t had time to watch because I was either writing or holding down gainful employment. Battlestar Galactica is leaving me a little cold, and I’ve forgotten where I’m up to in Lost, (I understand the creators have a similar issue, but hey) but I am ADDICTED to 24. There’s something about Kiefer Sutherland doing his whispery growly thing while increasingly preposterous and dangerous things happen that just gets me right *here*.

It’s a guilty pleasure, admittedly. There is something relentlessly right-wing and simplistic about it all, with its love of torture scenes, contempt for habeas corpus, and cardboard Rent-A-Terrorists.

Season Three 24 Spoilers Ahoy!



France


So home again, home again, etc. France was lovely, but I have burned myself black and am now forced to live under the constant oily cloud cover of E45 to prevent my skin and I from parting company. I’m also wiped, as I travelled for twelve hours yesterday with driving, ferry, driving…

I would tell you all about all the cool and exciting things I did, except I didn’t do any. I hung out with my parents. I went for drives. I ate home-cooked food. I knitted. I flirted with French motorcycle gangs (I can’t help it, but there’s something about a man in leather…) I read a ton of books. Some of these books, like The Suspicions of Mr Whicher or Under The Skin were great (I’m now on a mission to read everything else Michel Faber ever wrote); and some of them, like Breaking Dawn, were just like reading a car crash in literary form (and I speak as someone that found Twilight and the other two sequels quite good fun in a brainless way).

One of these days, I shall learn to leave a book unread when it’s clear the magic won’t be happening for me. But I don’t dare, as a rule. I have soldiered on with books that have suddenly redeemed themselves in the most inspiring and astonishing of ways, like Use of Weapons or 1982, Janine. I’m terrified that if I don’t read them all to the end, I’ll miss something, but of course, in most cases, I don’t.

It’s also brought home to me how rarely I just get to read anymore. It seemed unimaginably decadent to just sit around in the garden with a book and a cup of tea.

Never mind. Now I’ve had a week to reset my brain, I now have to think about using it. Using it to Write Stuff. I think I may start small: by cutting off that thousand words from Susannah and banging her along to Clarksworld…

Currently Reading: The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo by Stieg Larsson